Not so good here,  the diet went south after about 10 days & I just can't seem to get back into the mood~  the weather has been beautiful, you would think the thought of less clothing in the heat of summer would get me moving,  but NO~  have a surprise B Day party going on for a friend on Wednesday,  so why start the diet now,  I think the next few days will be a wash....   There's always Next Week!   I Know,  Bad Attitude!  but it's TRUE!!!!!

1st week coming to an end....

Feeling Good this morning ~  I had weighed myself this past Friday, I just wanted to see if things were working, after 3 days, I had lost 3 pounds, not bad,  I did feel a bit bloated this weekend, but this Monday morning, I am feeling better, I think when I hit the scales tomorrow morning (Tues) I will have lost a few more ~ I know it probably won't be the same as the last time I was on this way of eating (lost 12# back about 5 years ago when I first tried this MT 6wk)  but, I have not cut out Dairy,  I am limiting it, but not cutting out any food groups, unless if you think Desserts or Sweets are a food group!     So,  I will continue this plan,  I personally think it is the easiest way of eating for true weight loss....  but it can seem confusing to some people,  even thou it works!      I will call my cousin later to see how she did this weekend,  as of last Friday,  Angela had lost 3 #'s too~ 

Off to send some packages & check the cupboard for what I need for this upcoming week~   

I will check in tomorrow with the total from the scale...

I Survived the Temptation

So tempted only 2 days in.....   I went to visit with Angie this week, as I do each & every Wednesday ~  I had just started my 6W on Tues,  so when I arrived at D&A's  I was faced with Dill pickle chips, Chicken Cordon Bleu, Coke, Peppermint ice cream, York peppermint patties & Reese's PB Cups ~ OH MY GOODNESS ~  it was difficult, I even called Angela to see if she was cheating,  I thought I would, if she would (NOT the smartest idea!)  but we both hung tight ~ No Cheating!

I did eat a Westborn Market Salad Bar salad on Thursday evening, not totally on point,  but close & I wouldn't consider it Cheating!  Lots of fresh veggies, lettuce, spinach,  with 3 cubes feta cheese, a small spoon of sea food salad ~ No Dressing....  I was stuffed & very satisfied!   the key is to do My Best,  85% - 100%    then I won't have the day that I really screw up & feel like I Blew It!

I weighed myself this morning,  -3 # after 3 days  

I at first was disappointed,  but can I really expect to lose more than

1 pound a day!

Begin Again ~

My cousin & I have just started to do the Michael Thurmond 6 week body make over diet,  it is her first time,  for me it is ~ Begin Again!

I had not had the $$$ to start the diet, since it is buying alot of healthy type food,  nothing packaged or processed...   yesterday I went & stocked up (Thank You, Angela)  

Today was my first day, (Again)  the first time I did this diet,  I lost an amazing amount of weight & quickly.... it seemed to just melt off~    That 1st time I lost 36 in 6 weeks,  not sure if the same results will happen this time, I am trying to stay positive,  but I am 55 now,  weight seems to pack on easier & come off much harder~    

I have decided that I am tired of being alone,  I won't even attempt at my size to do any dating,  but since I have been Divorced for almost 15 years now,  (June 16th)   and I can count on 1 hand the dates I have had in this time frame....   I want to lose lots, feel better & look better,  then I think I will give E-Harmony a try~  so for now,   I will try to update this blog, much more frequently than I had in the past~  I am in a Positive mind frame!

off to rebound....

Oh My!

could I possibly be seeing an old HS friend

after 37 years in only 32 days, I'm Not Ready!

time to really do something about it,

so I Am Ready!!!!!

10 Months ~ Really

can it really be 10 months since I posted last,

I guess it is....

Nothing new or at least Nothing Great

has happened,

still struggling

still fat

still worrying

still alone

still lonely

still barely making it

still here

well at least sorta

I need some motivation

I need some Self Worth

wish I could just pick that up at the corner store

More later

hopefully not in 10 months

Wow, another 6 weeks Lapse.....

I think I forget about this

Blog

I am so intent on Keeping Up

ZanyMayd

also

trying to Clean, Re Arrange

&

Organize

Self ~ Life ~ Home

I do have several things I am working on

More Later